hey hey hey.. hahah (:
well.. i'm really bored to death right now so i'll post.
let's see..
well, yesterday.. i met reg and headed to bukit batok nature park and then church to talk and maybe just kill time.. (: ermm, and after sending her home, i headed to adriel's place for house warming. (sp) errmm, had bbq for dinner. Had a swim with him.. well not really we just talked alot.. hahah and it's kinda cool cause it's not like before.. right now, both of us have our sensitive side alive. hahaha so yeah, he's lucky (: if not... god knows what would happen... probably i might tease him, ALOT. hahah well, nahh i don't think so... andd though the day started a little sour.. it ended up getting s sweeter as time passes by. (: however, it ended really uncomfortably.. right now, all i'm hoping and wishing is that whatever's gonna happen.. it's gonna be good and not bad.... i was scared every night before, but now.. words can't even describe the way i'm feeling. A brief picture would be. Worried and scared.. i mean.. many things can just change in a month.. and i dont know if it'll be for the bad or for the good. It seems everything's pulling me away.. but i keep coming back.. and i don't know why.. but probably, it's because i know she's really something special compared to all the other girls.. and do i hate this feeling right now.. honestly, i do.. but at the same time.. it'll make me realised so much about how i feel for her.. There seems to be always a positive and a negative side to things... and i've always believed in that but not till i started falling for someone like her.. everything seems to be all right and all positive when i'm with her.. though things might get really confusing and complicating for me at times.. but i'm liking it. hahah honestly. i think i do (: well, i think you can call me or this post random but. YA, whatever. (: hahaha WELL, plans for tmr are KALLANG CAGE! hahahah yes. must must must have fun.. it's like my final outing till N levels are OVER with 'the gang' hahah so yup. anddddd, as minutes and seconds pass... i'm getting closer to her... and when monday comes. (: yup... we'll see. hahah

My only and final wish right now,
is to see that beautiful smile of yours
smiling back at me
sooner or later.
and i hope.. it's for the right reasons (:
cause right now,
she's everything i know
and
everything right now,
means SO much to me. (:


(:


Firstly..
Happy belated 16th b'day to Regina Mae Salibio Gorada! (:
this girl right here, honestly, means soooo much to me. (:

well, sorry for not updating lately.. i've been out like since tuesday and really can't find time to just sit down and blog.. so yup (: here's the chance and here's the post.

well, i've been cleared to play for nfa once again.. But, i've got to go through ECG every 5 months.. right now i'm praying so hard this condition of mine would stable.. if not improve (: so i've attended Novena and church and i've been praying real hard.. this might probably be one of my toughest phase in my life but i gotta get through it.. be it alone or with support, i got to get through this.. andd i'm not saying it's all downs and no ups.. cause i've actually felt real lucky for this past few days be it my results of my condition.. and i felt blessed to be just feeling like this cause i think without that special someone i think this week would be hell. No doubt. Right now seems so new.. i mean, right now..there's someone really special to me out there.. and on the dark side, there's this condition of mine.. isn't all this just like a picture of a rose? there might be thorns yet whole picture still seems so beautiful.. and it dosen't feel like there's a problem going on when one look at the picture.. well, maybe it's because the beauty of this rose just capture all the eyes and attention of the viewers and the thorns just seem so invincible.. well, that's a picture of what my situation's all about... complicated? maybe.. but yeah.. try to understand (: right now.. my situation's freaking complicated.. so complications just top things of.. haha

well.. i heard school's gonna get extended! hahah i woudn't mind.. a week more of holiday would be nicee.. hahah so yeah. i should end here (:


HAHA, hello (: well, today was really boing big time! Oh, really had alot mix emotions... and also for the mean time.. i'm out of nfa.. till my heart test confirms that i'm fine and fit for international football.. but at the mean time..i'm gonna pray and hope that things will turn itself around and look good (: i'm thinking of joining home utd, the protectors btw, if there's any turn arounds.. so yeaah. i pray things would turn out fineee.. oh well, i should end here..



Is passion giving up on me?
if she is.. why? haven't i been
committed to what i've been doing?
it's hard to accept and i wish that this right now
is all a dream and i would snap out of it soon.


I can't possibly see you get hurt like that and stand still.
Love's not gonna let me do that, so pardon me if Love is gonna
the best of me..


hello there. well, yesterday was a really awesome-ness day (: haha and today's a good day (: hahaha get the catch ? haha well, i went with reg, pecson, geneva, josh and kyle to sentosa/vivo city.. so my day started early.. woke up at 7 just to write a note (: and then headed to bukit batok at around 10 to meet john as we wanted to get flowers for the only girls for the day reg(: and gen. hahah, aft getting them.. john went to meet gen while i went and meet reg. We then headed to habourfront. once we reached.. we walked around, talk and talked eveeeen more hahah. after reg went to her book paradise we headed to the rooftop of habourfront rooftop.. waited for pecson and gen to come over before heading over sentosa.. they came and we departed for sentosa.. had a little chat but a really nice one with reg once we were at sentosa (: haha we talked and shared about alot of things.. hahah andddd then, we headed bck to vivo to watch drag me to hell.. really enjoyed the whole show. HAHA! from the atmosphere, to people around me to the movie everything was PERFECT. hahahah.andddd later, after the show.. i sent reg back.. and then met john at west mall.. he was so call celebrating cause of someone (: hahah heaaded bck to place aft dinner at kfc and drank! hahahahaha and rakesh plus jerome was that topping to seal a perfect, fun night ... haha

TODAY
hahaha well, today woked up with 2 hangover guys with me... haha rakesh and jerome... maybe john had a little hangover... aft that.. showered and made my way to sch to see reg home.. we walked like frm sch to bukit batok.. gosh, it's like the longest walk i've taken in years! hahah well, it was fun.. in between our journey, i suggested that reg come over to west mall with me to watch a movie and she said okay(: we met pecson and rakesh but basket, we nicely watched drag me to hell again.. exclude the sudden shocking moments... we were laughing at most of the parts... hahaha and then aft that.. sent reg home.. and then went back home(: yup.. that's practically how my days were(:


Now, i feel really lazy.. to do alot od things.. i'm gonna have stiff neck i think... hahaha right now, i'm listening to music and thinking soooo HARD! hahah nth really happened today.. (: but it was an alright day..


I'M IN LOVE... hahahah well, i don't know.... believe it if you want to ah.
WELL, today morning there was a match. we lost 5-2 but i must say, it's a eally entertaining match.. But i feel so so so bad i coudnt be a part of the team! see ah john, get flu get flu.. haiz, i miss the green surface, i miss the soccer ball, i miss kicking in, dribbling it and i miss PLAYING! gosh.. it's been awhile.. i think if i don't play nx week.. i'll go and emo... hahah but, thank god. i've got someone i miss even even even even more... (: yes, i don't care what you think.. so what if i sound like a fool to you.. wait till its your turn ah.. hahaha (: errrrm, i'm really lazy.. i feel like falling down after walking fo awhile because my head seems heavier on one the side.. yes seriously?! i can faint!! or maybe its because i;m in cloud nine and its a floating feeling? HAHAHAHA gosh! okay i'm out of my mind.. hahaha hillarious post! but i meant every word i say.. i swear, not lying.. ask you uncle if you dont believe me, he'll tell you (: haha


Hello people.. oh, i'm sick.. like for the first time in 2009. hahah but it's not so bad ah. i don't have fever but i've got a major flu and a little sore throat.. well, both of that is enough to make me feel weak and moody.. so yeah.. Oh, and please do ignore my previous post... well, read that and ya, you'll get a picture of how i felt yesterday.. yup, yesterday suck big time.. no kidding... So many things went wrong yesterday... and it suck moreeeee! damn, i'm glad yesterday came to an end.. well, i'm still a little sick but yeah i'll be better sooner or later.. (: OH, tomorrow's match is against nfa-U17, it's a big game.. we're up against our senior.. last meeting we lost 2-0. Game will be at Jalan besar stadium and kick-off is at 9am. yup, that's about it (:


I FEEL LIKE FUCK. SWEAR.


HELLO. gosh, i might be getting the flu.. so means i'll be real fussy in the morning.. hahah nvm ah. Well, sore throat sucks.. can't talk, Can't drink certain things, Can't yawn preperly, can't shout, can't scream, can't laugh properly! so many can't s...... But wo care about the rest, what's worst is i can't talk! which means..... haaaaaaha, yeah.. i know, you don't know.... (: oh, there's no trainning yesterday, today and tomorrow.. trainning resumes on thursday.. but i don't mind.. i'm KINDA sick anyway.. so a good rest might help... well, dnt has really been instensive.. there's like so much things to complete... soooooo complicated but ya.. everthing's like that... whatever coursework i intend to do, it will be complicated... so ya, nvm ah. slowly, slowly.. hahha well, i'll end here... (:

i seem to need you even more after every day.
suppose that i miss you, suppose that i care, suppose that we were happy
suppose that it was true (:


YUP, hello :\
hahah woke up kinda early today at 10am. common, it's considered early whe you sleep at 3am! Planned to go to church but it rained.. so i took my time to do a million things.. and then ended up going to macs with shane for lunch. hahaha. so we ate, talk and grew fatter.. then later jerome came, and then we headed to west mall.. this time we ate mos burger again.. so we got even fatter.. haha walked around west mall.. shane was stalking this one girl.. so followed him (: but not for long, cause sahne had to go for colours of faith so we head back to church.. jerome followed me back to place.. slacked, and then he went home.. well, overall.. i think today was a tyco day! hahaha i realised so much also.. but yeah time will tell.. (: here's today .


Hey there.. haha it has been awhile.. i've changed my whole blog.. as you can see, i've deleted all previous post.. i don't know why i did that, but i think its better like that.. Woah, you know something.. After just recently turning 16, everything around me seems to change.. especially me.. well i feel that way.. i've recently had my confirmation.. everyone look gorgeous that night, honestly! hahah especially someone... (: well, the night before confirmation.. reg, pecson, kath, mary and i were talking about the following day ( confirmation), marriage and then death.. and you know what.. i felt kinda old actually hahah. Our next step is like marriage and after that death? so should i look forward in getting married then? hahaha i hope i woudnt get this thought when i do.. gosh. hahah. But overall, it was a nice chat.. made me realised how special life was and i started appreciating every moment since.. We talked about the past, present and future.. haha we're people with nothing better to do ah, so we kill time like this.... hahaha okay kidding (:
well, here's my first post. (: