Firstly..
Happy belated 16th b'day to Regina Mae Salibio Gorada! (:
this girl right here, honestly, means soooo much to me. (:

well, sorry for not updating lately.. i've been out like since tuesday and really can't find time to just sit down and blog.. so yup (: here's the chance and here's the post.

well, i've been cleared to play for nfa once again.. But, i've got to go through ECG every 5 months.. right now i'm praying so hard this condition of mine would stable.. if not improve (: so i've attended Novena and church and i've been praying real hard.. this might probably be one of my toughest phase in my life but i gotta get through it.. be it alone or with support, i got to get through this.. andd i'm not saying it's all downs and no ups.. cause i've actually felt real lucky for this past few days be it my results of my condition.. and i felt blessed to be just feeling like this cause i think without that special someone i think this week would be hell. No doubt. Right now seems so new.. i mean, right now..there's someone really special to me out there.. and on the dark side, there's this condition of mine.. isn't all this just like a picture of a rose? there might be thorns yet whole picture still seems so beautiful.. and it dosen't feel like there's a problem going on when one look at the picture.. well, maybe it's because the beauty of this rose just capture all the eyes and attention of the viewers and the thorns just seem so invincible.. well, that's a picture of what my situation's all about... complicated? maybe.. but yeah.. try to understand (: right now.. my situation's freaking complicated.. so complications just top things of.. haha

well.. i heard school's gonna get extended! hahah i woudn't mind.. a week more of holiday would be nicee.. hahah so yeah. i should end here (: