hey hey hey.. hahah (:
well.. i'm really bored to death right now so i'll post.
let's see..
well, yesterday.. i met reg and headed to bukit batok nature park and then church to talk and maybe just kill time.. (: ermm, and after sending her home, i headed to adriel's place for house warming. (sp) errmm, had bbq for dinner. Had a swim with him.. well not really we just talked alot.. hahah and it's kinda cool cause it's not like before.. right now, both of us have our sensitive side alive. hahaha so yeah, he's lucky (: if not... god knows what would happen... probably i might tease him, ALOT. hahah well, nahh i don't think so... andd though the day started a little sour.. it ended up getting s sweeter as time passes by. (: however, it ended really uncomfortably.. right now, all i'm hoping and wishing is that whatever's gonna happen.. it's gonna be good and not bad.... i was scared every night before, but now.. words can't even describe the way i'm feeling. A brief picture would be. Worried and scared.. i mean.. many things can just change in a month.. and i dont know if it'll be for the bad or for the good. It seems everything's pulling me away.. but i keep coming back.. and i don't know why.. but probably, it's because i know she's really something special compared to all the other girls.. and do i hate this feeling right now.. honestly, i do.. but at the same time.. it'll make me realised so much about how i feel for her.. There seems to be always a positive and a negative side to things... and i've always believed in that but not till i started falling for someone like her.. everything seems to be all right and all positive when i'm with her.. though things might get really confusing and complicating for me at times.. but i'm liking it. hahah honestly. i think i do (: well, i think you can call me or this post random but. YA, whatever. (: hahaha WELL, plans for tmr are KALLANG CAGE! hahahah yes. must must must have fun.. it's like my final outing till N levels are OVER with 'the gang' hahah so yup. anddddd, as minutes and seconds pass... i'm getting closer to her... and when monday comes. (: yup... we'll see. hahah

My only and final wish right now,
is to see that beautiful smile of yours
smiling back at me
sooner or later.
and i hope.. it's for the right reasons (:
cause right now,
she's everything i know
and
everything right now,
means SO much to me. (: