A million memories recalled..
from the first day to the last.
Though it's only for a while..
everything that happened just seem so
priceless. It seem as if it all can never
happen again.. And the best part is
because it's all priceless, i can never buy it
back, in fact.. there's no way in getting it all
back. Why? because it was all priceless..
That was how special every single moment
i spent with you was to me..
It's funny how you could just control a guy
like me.. For a moment i felt as if i was under water..
and i didn't know what to do. Or where to turn to.. not untill..
you came.. and then, i realised i was above the water, gasping
for that air i've been dying for.. The next, i felt as if i was floating..
and finally, i thought of walking on water.. and i tried.. a few times..
and.. i can't.. i kept drowning.. however.. everytime i tried and
everytime i fall.. you picked me up.. and i floated, again.. But people do dream
and people do believe.. so i continued.. without hesitating cause i thought,
i thought that all this persevering would eventually guide me to somewhere
which seem so impossible but yet, so true.. however, i realised that though we
perservere alot.. and fail again.. and again..
we tend to be too stubborn to let go of what we wanna achive..
sometimes, we just gotta know when to let go..
Maybe, just maybe.. if i don't stop.. i would end up drowning and you might
not even be there to pick me up again..
And though i've lost myself in not persevering.. i'm still alive, and somehow..
though i'm a loser.. i felt like a winner..
You helped me gasp for that last breath i was dying for.. and what seemed to be
my last breath, seemed to be the breath i'll be taking for the next seconds, minutes
and hours. And i'm thankful you came..
Though the truth and the decision i made hurts me alot.
I've done this all for love.
And i hope i'll walk away with no regrets...
Because, i believe so far.. you've been the best. And i've never felt this strongly
about anyone before.. But like they say.. time will heal..