Hey there..
soccer trainning with nfa has resume. And i've came back from my injury.. it has been 2 and a half months of rehabs and conditioning and finally, i've came back to regular trainning.. And wow. it was freaking tiring.. I don't think i did perform. But hey, there was this bright side that top the day off. i scored the winning goal for my team.. so, i guess.. i shoudn't be too hard on myself. Yes i'm tired and feel as if all my conditioning and running was useless! i guess trainning intensity's different.. But what if i didn't ran? or condition myself? wow. i think i'd die out there today. hahah. well, yes.. that was the beginning of my september.. Oh and i've a really good feeling i might start nx coe league game. and i must. i'm gonna work towards that goal. The last few months has really been heavy on me. right now, i wanna put all that aside and try to start afresh.. honestly, i feel real sorry for myself on feeling like this.. I don't think carrying all this burden would be worth it. So, i'm throwing it all away. There are goals i wanna achieve for now. And i'll focus on that. (: