hey guys! (: haha yes i know.. my blog's dead.. well.. this christmas week was sure one roller coaster ride... And my N level results were awesome.. (: im coming back to aes nx year.. im glad.. wow.. 2009 came and go just like that.. soon it'll be 2010.. its real real fast.. And yes, we're becoming OLDer.. hahaha. well, i'm gonna miss this year so much.. I've gone through so much obstacles.. well, hopefully.. nx year would be a much much much better year for me.. (:

yesterday was a day that i just wanna forget.. Its funny how simple mistakes could effect you so much... I'm worried, scared and i've no clue what i should do honestly... All i know right now.. is to go with the flow.. I've never been a genius in solving problems.. but i always try to.. i admit.. i run from them too.. But this time.. i just can't.. Not with you witnessing every move i make.. sometimes we just gotta do things we dont wanna do just to keep every situation under control.. It's amazing how fragile love is.. Once, i called it something thats so imaginary... and now, i know.. a simple mistake could hurt someone you love so much... I've always been a runner.. why? maybe because im too afraid to realise every outcome.. But after you came.. that fear just dissapeared.. I'd do anything and everything just to get things normal again.. We just gotta trust each other.. (: and the fact that i love you so much... running away from all these.. is the last thing i'd do..